During WWII, I was a friendless child and had no relationship
with either of my parents. The war years were very hard. There was a lot of fear, and I was depressed. After
the war, I married a GI. We had no friendship; I didn't know what friendship was. I was alone and always
fighting depression. I was scared - afraid to feel, afraid of responsibility. My husband cared for me and virtually
raised the children by himself.
These feelings of fear and depression, which I was unable to overcome in my marriage,
held me back from having any real relationship with my husband and children.
I finally cried out for God
to help, and I accepted Christ as my Lord and Savior. I received counseling to help through my issues with fear and
rejection. One day, I heard about The Open Door and felt compelled to help; they needed volunteers. I was
still battling depression to the point of not bathing or dressing right. Through Jesus Christ, and through helping others
at The Open Door, I have become a more rational and stable person. I surprised my medical doctor who saw me at my worst; he
believed that someone like me would never get better. At The Open Door, I have learned compassion. I have become
less fearful and more full of God's faith.